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In my heart

I picture you and I together

Enjoying the time that God has given us for the remaining time on this earth

In my eyes

I see the determination between two souls fighting to do what others were unable to achieve

I know that with the love you and I have in us that it could possibly be if only life was different for us

In my body

I smile with the faint touch of your existence near me

The smell of your scent and taste of your lips as our bodies communicate the unspoken words that are close to the heart

In my soul

I feel this is where you should be

Me beside you as we push through the obstacles placed before us

I know that love, although complicated can be shared and dominate all circumstances if trust or rejection was not present in thought

I realize that life is too short to not love someone wholeheartedly and if it's meant to be...

Well..it will be

But In my mind

Reality is what it is and

there is no doubt that the time we've spent and the feelings that I have felt for you were real..

But as I remove myself from this and see it from the outside

I feel I'm not the one for...

you

And that....is possibly what breaks my heart, mind, body and soul the most