Hello Soulmate? Are you out there? Where are you? I'm ready 😂

Out of curiosity, 🤔  how many soulmates are you able to have in a lifetime? And how do you really knooow this is your soulmate? Can a soulmate be just a friend of the opposite sex?

It's funny how often that phrase "soulmate" is used. I remember growing up and thinking one day I would marry my soulmate. Joke was on me.. I was delusional and he defi(nut)ely (yes, I spelled this correctly in this case) was NOT my soulmate 🙃. He was soo far from anything connected to my soul. In fact,  he irks my soul more than anything now.

I remember I met a guy some time ago and it was honestly one of the few times I put my name with a complete stranger. You know how you pretend you're married to the person and take on their last name..ex: Yada **insert last name here.** I pictured us married and living the life. Of course,  I never told him, because that's kinda weird (although most women do this.) We got along so well at that time. Same sense of humor, liked the same things, never argued. Just a great guy and I just thought..wellll maybe? Could this be the one?

The one thing about me is I live in a fairytale.  I can admit this and I love every happy person in it. I will put you on a pedestal and you can do no wrong. I picture every person as being my soulmate and I just love everything about him. Lalalalove, I tell you. In my heeead, We are now the best of friends and soon-to-be travel buddies. (I'm pretty sure I've mentioned being delusional before.)You could just see the admiration shining in my eyes when he looks at me and vice versa. Time passes by annnnd yep, nope. Trash. Once again.. lol he was not the one nor the two. 

Excuse me for being umm me, but I'm starting to believe my soulmate was swallowed lol. I meean am I trippin? If mine existed, where the phugg is he and whyyy is he not heeere with me now? Lol I'm ready. Do these soulmates really exist?