Time out!

Can I just say the life of an overthinker is exhausting?.. lol I can read a book, watch a movie or listen to someone else tell their life story at my jobbbb and I will literally "think" myself in that same situation and wonder whyy..I'm not sure when I became this person or why. I'm guessing it was out of boredom in the beginning. I know.. I'm trippin. I don't have to ask this time, but now it's become a weird obsession that I cannot break.

Most days, I'm perfectly fine (regardless) of what I write about. It's just words..but I can go through these little "meltdowns" that I create a couple times a day for no apparent reason. Other days, I give myself a reason (I AM MY OWN ISSUE). For the most part I just try to write things that I think are relatable. So please do not worry lol... I bet my ancestors are shaking their heads looking down on me.. "😒What is wrong with this child?" 🥴 I wonder that myself 🙃😂..

Anyways, I decided to get a hobby or two annnnd to disconnect from the thing that causes me the most anxiety. My phone.. so stupid how a small device can have so much control over your thoughts.. it's time..