It is what it is...

Sometimes I feel foolish for thinking the things I do

I smile inside and literally want to love all over you

I catch myself from saying or doing too much just incase my thoughts or actions come off as "toooo much"

I find myself saying I want so much more,  but reminded that this wasn't what you were looking for

So I play my part

It's just what it is so I stop before I start

Some days it's easier to keep my side of the conversation short

Other times I have questions for days but feel it's better to abort

So now I don't get upset with the emotions I feel.. I've just learned to do better with how I should deal..

I want this feeling that comes to my heart to stay, but I refuse to force anything if he doesn't feel the same way.

So I'll occasionally tell him little things to let him know that I care

and if I am really what he wants, he'll know I'm not going anywhere.